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Bugs
02:44
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There's a big red ant at the foot of my bed
If I go to sleep it'll crawl into my head
There's a giant roach playing in the kitchen
It's spreading disease and leaving droppings around
I tried those sprays I even fumigated
But all I do just seems to complicate it
Emerging from cracks with their smiling mugs
I don't like bugs
There's a black hairy spider living under my sink
If I get naked it'll bite into my pink
There's some kind of crustacean there behind the fridge
It's brothers and sisters are probably living upstairs
Roach motels, electrocuting shells
I just want to send those fuckers to hell
Laying their eggs that hatch in my water jug
I don't like bugs
They hurt you, they harm you, in the dark they alarm you
When you come home at night they're waiting in the moonlight
They know when you're sleeping they know when you're awake
So they can run to the counter and chow down on your cake
Well I know some people keep their lousy bugs as pets
But I haven't met a sane person who's done that yet
There's a wasp on my cheek while I'm taking a nap
Injecting its poison before I can slap
There's a gangrenous slug floating in my bath
It's sucking my blood and then spitting it back
I don't mean to be mean I know they're all creatures of God
But I still wish they'd perish in one big fat stinking blob
They can live outside but not in my rug
I don't like bugs
Every time I think of you I think of you and your bugs
When you die they'll eat you up
They hurt you they harm you they all gang up on you
Dropping in unexpected with hair follicles erected
They're on your dishes your toothbrush, your toilet, your skink
Your telephone your ice cream cone, your fountain pen ink
Well I know some people treat their lousy bugs as pets
But I haven't met a sane person who's done that yet
There's a big red ant at the foot of my bed
If I go to sleep it'll crawl into my head
There's a giant roach playing in the kitchen
It's spreading disease and leaving droppings around
I tried those sprays I even fumigated
But all I do just seems to complicate it
Emerging from cracks with their smiling mugs
I don't like bugs
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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2. |
Me and Sister Dough
04:27
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Once I looked into a glassy eye's hypnotic gaze
Gave to me a melody I can't begin to play
Once I dropped a sea shell in a wishing well of coins
Authorities, they said to me, "You're living far too recklessly"
I don't know why they bother me and my sister
Once I woke to find my house was broken into two
Called the local seamstress, but there's nothing she can do
Once I had some money so I bought myself a toy
Receptionists, they guarantee it's far too intricate for me
I don't know why they bother me and my sister ...my sister Dough
She said that I ground my face in the sandy beaches of Northern Ireland
But you know I don't remember
Not a word of what she said would stay in my head
Once I listened to a hollow voice echo my name
Told me in a twisted tongue that shattered into flames
Once I knew a lady who had books she couldn't keep
Security found out that she was giving secrets far too free I don't know why they bother me and my sister
She's going to write to me she's going to make me see
WhatI feel but what I cannot understand
She's going to talk to me I wonder what they're going to do to me When they find out I've been hiding all their plans
They're going to torture me they're going to make me bleed
They'll shine the bright white light into my eyes
And when all my strength is gone I think I'll find it hard to carry
I'll soar away just like a butterfly
Once I had an enemy we both did wonder why
I found we became quite friendly rehearsing for to die
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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3. |
Hello Hello
03:15
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I don't know how I know I'll see you there
I don't know why I feel I'm everywhere
I don't know how I know you're there
To those of you who Imow: hello hello
I'm floating down an endless stream of fear
While love surrounds I think it's somewhere
I don't know how I feel it here
To those of you who know: hello hello
All I know is what you tell me
All I hear is what you say
Life is only what you make it
I never listened anyway
Hello hello, hello hello
An endless time of some tranquility
Will not arrive if you don't let it be
Another height for you and me to see
Reflecting light will surely set us free
Another height for you and me
To those of you who know: hello hello
(repeat first verse)
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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4. |
I'll Have Come Round
02:45
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My head feels full and what I hear sounds quite absurd
And parts here are rather darkened
That is, I think they can't be seen
And others are quite light
But it doesn't matter because tomorrow I'll have come round
And I'll be the one you think you know or what I seem to be
And I'll say thanks and you'll say please and we'll play along just fine
But you don't know me when I'm alone, how could you
I guess you could
I don't feel sick and yet I don't feel well, I don't feel much at all
And colors blur and points they curve and retain their shape through it all
But you know I don't know why, I don't feel quite right
It's just I don't feel the way I usually do
(repeat chorus)
© 1985 Douglas Chay
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5. |
My Dead Friends
02:54
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Martha is a friend of mine, she eats food all the time
She knows your mother and tells her things about you
And her friend Dave lies dead on the beach
He never learned how to teach
He wanted a Ph.D. but he found a rifle
I'm buying some ugly flowers
For my dead friends
I'm spitting from the top of a tower
On my dead friends
My dead friends with their heads in their hands
They eat from a can my dead friends
My dead friends they live in a house
Somewhere in the deep south
My dead friends
Stan is a casual acquaintance he's 43 with a good job
But he's already washed up cause he always
talks as if he's already dead
Ain't that sad, ain't that a shame
But there's no one around who you can lay the blame
There's nothing to eat in the kitchen and I'm still hungry
I'm wasting away the afternoon mourning over
My dead friends
I'm baking a cake with some white enriched flour for
My dead friends
My dead friends they all live in a van
They eat with their hands
My dead friends they're too busy to talk
And when they see you they walk
My dead friends they grow their pot in a pan
They smell like Pierre Cardin
My dead friends as a matter of fact
All their clothes are jet black
My dead friends
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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6. |
The Deal Box
04:06
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The other night about ten o'clock
Outside the grocery store parking lot
A friend accosted who held onto her purse pt
was next found riding in the back of a hearse
It could have been me
A guy was talking just the other day
'Bout how he got to be that way
He was doing thirty, thought that's doing alright
But some folks were drinking and they missed the red light
It could have been me
Everyone is hoping that they've taken some vaccine
That keeps themselves immune
The news all seems so distant from the subway office grind
But give yourself some time
I heard on the news about the airline flight
When the hijackers freaked with their guns and their knives
They wanted to go to some strange part of Spain
But instead sucked all the people through a hole in the plane
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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I Love Vegetables
02:51
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I love vegetables, I love the way
They're multicolored, like no other, makes my day
I love coffee beans and chromosome genes
I'd like some cream and sugar in my DNA
I love vegetables
I love peach incense and California mints
I love to feel the paintbrush on the canvas gray
I love shooting stars and totaled cars
I love to feel the wind a-tearing 'cross ray face
I love vegetables
I know a wall, it's rather obscene
If you get there soon, you'll see what I mean
You know that girl, she lives on the hill
She's a deal of money, never made a will
I love dollar bills, unwritten wills
I love a chilly evening, darkness cold and wet
I love leather's smell and water wells
I love to burn a hole in things with cigarettes
I love vegetables
The time has now come
To build our big garden
The brine surely flows
And our minds surely know
I love oil paints and murdered saints
I love to sit and watch TV while fires flame
I love planets, stars, Saturn and Mars
I love to watch a speech and see a tongue go lame
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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8. |
Dr. Jenning
03:00
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Molest me an ancient tongue I climb upon its smoldering rung
And every step I further take is one more chance I won't awaken
Dr. Jenning—I think I need seme help
Will you see me—maybe you can help
Can you tell me—what's that you say to me, Dr. Jenning?
Waiting for a blackened sea to ope its mouth and swallow me
Watch the water turn to blood it tastes like wine is that enough?
Dr. Jenning—I'm waiting in your room
Where could you be—can you get here soon?
When I think of—all the things you've done, Dr. Jenning
I see her fill those needles full of things so kind
I put my hands in my head trying to find my mind
I don't know who to talk to things can be so weird
My body's acning won't you let me out of here?
The lobsters snap their heavy claws entangled in a seaweed gauze Disembodied from their heads they writhe together in sea beds
Walking through a distant sphere where shadows rise and disappear Throbbing red goes forth and back my fingers severed and hair hacked
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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Nuclear World
03:01
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God save you if you're born a girl
There's nothing you can do 'cause they'll all do it to you
God save you if you're born in America
You're working for the Reagans or you're working in Peru
God save you if you're born black
Society won't want you and they'll try to send you back
God save you if you're born a homosexual
They have a separate table for the ladies and the fags
God save us 'cause we're living in a nuclear world
Save us 'cause we're giving all we have to the gov.
Save us, can you tell if you're a boy or a girl
Save us 'cause we're living in a nuclear
God save you if you're overweight
You're sticking to your diet but you don't know what you ate God save you from the Church of God
They'll tell you what you want to hear and then they'll tell you their rate
God save you if you can't conform
You'll see they'll go reform you if you're straying from the norm
God save you if you're handicapped
They'll say you're not a real person and that's not where it's at
God save us cause we're living in a nuclear world
Save us 'cause we can't afford to pay off our "bills
Save us 'cause I think we're all incurably ill
Save us 'cause we're living in a nuclear world
Nuclear babies bouncing off the wall
Weaned on their bottles with nylon nipples
Disposable family in the family car
Going away for a vacation
On a slippery Vaseline beach
It's just a brown paper bag, take-out order, toilet paper
Rubber, polyethylene, microwave, mucous membrane
Pelt tip, ballpoint, aerosol, sanitary napkin, two for one
Nuclear world
God save you if you can't conceive
They're mixing you a baby in a laboratory
God save you if you're getting old
They'll stick you in an institution and watch your body go cold
God save you if you're born at all
You know you're asking for some trouble if you crawl out the womb God save you on your dying day
They'll pickle up your body and stick you in your tomb
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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10. |
Last Sunday Evening
03:31
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Sunday evening, I must be leaving
For a place where I don't want to be
No, I can't stay, I have to go far away
But I wish you'd come there with me
'Cause this is my last Sunday evening
This is my last Sunday night
This is my last Monday morning
I have to leave to catch my flight
This is my last throat contraction
This is my last time tonight
This is the last time I'll see you
Send me a postcard if you like
Monday morning will soon be dawning
And I won't care what Tuesday brings
I'll watch the steam rise from my creamed coffee
Fatty bacon with doughnut rings
(repeat chorus)
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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i.e. (Part 1)
01:09
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Ladies on the street, you're calling it nighttime
You're on the street but it's all you can do
Walking to your car, you know it don't feel right
You have your money but you don't have your shoes
Looking for a job, you know you won't find one
All the employers have their eye out for you
Sleeping in a bush, it's softer than sidewalks
But either way you're waking up in the nude
You gotta leave it there, you gotta leave your cares in your baggies
You got love, you got love there somewhere
You got to leave your care with the governmental blues
Elevator muse doorman at the railway station
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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Tourmaline
03:06
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Wake me up tonight don't let me out of sight
Take my mirrors down I want to touch your hair
Tourmaline I'd like to see you when I do so
This time for me
Think of me tonight and think of something kind
Look up at the sky you'll he before my eyes
Tourmaline this time tomorrow I'll be
Click, tick tock, this time you'll see
Oh, I hear the rain
Falling down again
Make me feel alright and tell me only lies
Take me to the cliff and put me on the rocks
Tourmaline I'd like to be there when you need me
This time for me
Oh, I hear the rain
Falling down again
© 1985 Douglas Chay
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Peach Onion Sandwich
03:08
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People used to tell me "I don't like the way your hair
Falls down to your shoulders, you're not getting older
There's no room for you there"
People used to ask me "why can't you be one of us
You're always alone in what you call your home
We really think you missed the bus"
People used to judge me, a court a jury of law
We'll pass a sentence and ask for your repentance
And make you stand against the wall
Give me what I need and don't try to make me bleed
I'm not your oppressor don't try to feed me lessons
Of your righteous morality
Leave my thoughts alone and stop invading my phone
I won't be a martyr for established institutions try to creep into your home
All I need is what I need
People used to tell me, while talking on the telephone
What I didn't want to hear, confirming all my fears
Ended saying "can't you leave me alone?"
People used to send me letters I would throw in the trash
The envelope would say I might have already won today
A million dollars in cash, how bout that?
People used to make me into something that I never was
That they wanted me to be and they tried to convince me
That that was the way I was
(repeat chorus)
© 1987 Douglas Chay
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The eyes of sight can't see him coming down
The prison walls that hear no sound
He wants to get back to his life
And drink some tea and see his wife
He ran from Dover to Beltane
Got under cover in the rain
He got lost somewhere 'round route thirty-five
He was so tired, thought he'd hide
And get a little bit of sleep
Next to the horses and the sheep
He wants to get back to his life
And see the kids and fuck the wife
He wandered in a waterfront cafe
And ordered fish and chips to stay
He'll never go away he'll never ever go away
(repeat first verse)
His wife was watching television
And saw the six o'clock news had come on
An escaped convict had been shot
She wasn't hoping he was not
He wants to get back to his life
And eat some food and see his wife
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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I was walking in the winter woods one day
When I looked up and saw a sign for me say
Man, you better run as fast as you can
Cause you've landed somewhere in another land
I stared and stared at the silver sign
The air was thin, thought that I'd go blind
In the golden horizon a castle hovered
Cast a shadow on the people who fell on one another
People there said you'd better beware
We've landed 96 million miles from home
Plow the deep to get enough sleep
We're going 96 million miles
I heard an ominous voice call out my name
Sounded shallow deeply hollow like a fiery flame
I tried to run, did the best that I can
But I got the feeling it was part of the plan
I was taken to the castle by an opposing force
Its walls were chained, a moat and mane
Its floors were doors
They brought me to a room, it was a desert land
They sat me in a room that was filled with sand
A drawbridge and a moat, a platinum lined coat
It was 96 million miles from home
Walk a million miles it went out of style
We've landed 96 million miles
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Cold hard steel now turns to rust
Paint on the canvas drops to the eye
Simply gravity, I wonder why
The next thing I know I was throwing the sand
I'm back in the woods holding the land in my hand
I looked up at the sign it say you better beware
But I closed my eyes and it wasn't there
What have I seen and where have I been?
A drawbridge and a moat, a platinum lined coat
It was 96 million miles from home
© 1985 Douglas Chay
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Once I looked into a glassy eye*s hypnotic gaze
Gave to me a melody I can't begin to play
Once I dropped a sea shell in a wishing well of coins
Authorities, they said to me, "You're living far too recklessly"
I don't know why they bother me and my sister
Once I woke to find my house was broken into two
Called the local seamstress, but there's nothing she can do
Once I had some money so I bought myself a toy
Receptionists, they guarantee it's far too intricate for me
I don't know why they bother me and my sister ...my sister Dough
She said that I ground my face in the sandy beaches of Northern Ireland
But you know I don't remember
Not a word of what she said would stay in my head
Once I listened to a hollow voice echo my name
Told me in a twisted tongue that shattered into flames
Once I knew a lady who had books she couldn't keep
Security found out that she was giving secrets far too free I don't know why they bother me and my sister
She*s going to write to me she's going to make me see
WhatI feel but what I cannot understand
She's going to talk to me I wonder what they're going to do to me When they find out I've been hiding all their plans
They're going to torture me they're going to make me bleed
They'll shine the bright white light into my eyes
And when all my strength is gone I think I'll find it hard to carry
I'll soar away just like a butterfly
Once I had an enemy we both did wonder why
I found we became quite friendly rehearsing for to die
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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The other night about ten o'clock
Outside the grocery store parking lot
A friend accosted who held onto her purse pt
was next found riding in the back of a hearse
It could have been me
A guy was talking just the other day
'Bout how he got to be that way
He was doing thirty, thought that's doing alright
But some folks were drinking and they missed the red light
It could have been me
Everyone is hoping that they've taken some vaccine
That keeps themselves immune
The news all seems so distant from the subway office grind
But give yourself some time
I heard on the news about the airline flight
When the hijackers freaked with their guns and their knives
They wanted to go to some strange part of Spain
But instead sucked all the people through a hole in the plane
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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Molest me an ancient tongue I climb upon its smoldering rung
And every step I further take is one more chance I won't awaken
Dr. Jenning—I think I need seme help
Will you see me—maybe you can help
Can you tell me—what's that you say to me, Dr. Jenning?
Waiting for a blackened sea to ope its mouth and swallow me
Watch the water turn to blood it tastes like wine is that enough?
Dr. Jenning—I'm waiting in your room
Where could you be—can you get here soon?
When I think of—all the things you've done, Dr. Jenning
I see her fill those needles full of things so kind
I put my hands in my head trying to find my mind
I don't know who to talk to things can be so weird
My body's acning won't you let me out of here?
The lobsters snap their heavy claws entangled in a seaweed gauze Disembodied from their heads they writhe together in sea beds
Walking through a distant sphere where shadows rise and disappear Throbbing red goes forth and back my fingers severed and hair hacked
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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19. |
Bugs (Version 2)
02:50
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There's a big red ant at the foot of my bed
If I go to sleep it'll crawl into my head
There's a giant roach playing in the kitchen
It's spreading disease and leaving droppings around
I tried those sprays I even fumigated
But all I do just seems to complicate it
Emerging from cracks with their smiling mugs
I hate bugs
There's a black hairy spider living under my sink
If I get naked it'll bite into my pink
There's some kind of crustacean there behind the fridge
It's brothers and sisters are probably living upstairs
Roach motels, electrocuting shells
I just want to send those fuckers to hell
Laying their eggs that hatch in my water jug
I hate bugs
They hurt you, they harm you, in the dark they alarm you
When you come home at night they're waiting in the moonlight
They know when you're sleeping they know when you're awake
So they can run to the counter and chow down on your cake
Well I know some people keep their lousy bugs as pets
But I haven't met a sane person who's done that yet
There's a wasp on my cheek while I'm taking a nap
Injecting its poison before I can slap
There's a gangrenous slug floating in my bath
It's sucking my blood and then spitting it back
I don't mean to be mean I know they're all creatures of God
But I still wish they'd perish in one big fat stinking blob
They can live outside but not in my rug
I hate bugs
Every time I think of you I think of you and your bugs
When you die they'll eat you up
They hurt you they harm you they all gang up on you
Dropping in unexpected with hair follicles erected
They're on your dishes your toothbrush, your toilet, your skink
Your telephone your ice cream cone, your fountain pen ink
Well I know some people keep their lousy bugs as pets
But I haven't met a sane person who's done that yet
There's a big red ant at the foot of my bed
If I go to sleep it'll crawl into my head
There's a giant roach playing in the kitchen
It's spreading disease and leaving droppings around
I tried those sprays I even fumigated
But all I do just seems to complicate it
Emerging from cracks with their smiling mugs
I hate bugs
© 1986 Douglas Chay
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20. |
i.e. (Parts 2-6)
05:36
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I can feel you in the morning
I can see you in the night
So long says the pipeman in his brown cedar suit
For his store was burned down by the mafia
And his lover took too many sleeping pills
And his kids joined the Church and came out
Brainwashed
I can hear it bouncing off the wall
Remember the old man with his head on the plate
The silverware bent and melted back into earth
And the people throw their bread to the ducks
They feel they must not use words
Or else people will know that their communication
Is not at all what they wish it to be
© 1987 Douglas Chay
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Douglas Chay Baltimore, Maryland
Melodic, fuzz drenched songs celebrating household objects and abject alienation. Chay was part of the Columbia, SC music scene in the late '80s/early '90s and fronted the band Deal Box.
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